THREEA few words from Mommy as I look back on three years of life with triplets.
When we were told we were having triplets, in June of '03, the first word out of my mouth was, "No." Not an oh no, but a disbelieving, the doctor has to be out of his mind, "No." Leaving the doctor's office, I was literally unable to sign some papers, as my hands were shaking so badly. They continued to shake for an hour, then everything turned into a "dream mode". Leaving the doctor's office, Alex and I started discussing how this was going to be possible. Our whole lives had already changed, instantly. Our discussion was full of smiles and giggles, as if we were pretending what would happen if we were really to have three babies. Haha. Then we arrived at the car, a small Honda Civic, and I stopped and said, "We need a new car!" Suddenly, it was all so real, and we couldn't be happier.
They say most life changes happen gradually. And, although we still needed to go through pregnancy, delivery, NICU stays, etc. our lives changed the instant we knew there were three.
I am in awe that God has given me such blessings and has trusted me with such precious gifts. I love you all more than you'll ever know. Happy Birthday my beautiful babies!
Malena
You have always been and will always be my PRINCESS! My little Munchkin! I cannot believe how much you have accomplished and how much you have just wowed me in the last year. You've come a long way, Baby! Just a little over a year ago you began walking, and now you're almost running. You're so smart, and so beautiful. I don't know what I'd do without seeing those big brown eyes look up at me every day. Every new word you begin to speak is like angels singing in my ears. I know you're going to continue to amaze, astonish, and inspire me, and, though I'm sad to see my little baby girl grow so soon, I can't wait to see the big girl you are becoming. You make me proud. I love you Malena my Love.
Joshua
This year has been so difficult for you. I still think of that day in March when they took you from my arms for surgery. That moment was the scariest moment of my life. It the hardest thing I've done as a mother to let you go. But when you came out, you showed everyone how strong and brave you truly are, and in turn, you have taught me to be strong and brave as well. You touch everyone's heart who meets you. You're a little flirt, and you're a little troublemaker, but even through that, no one can resist your sweet little face. And when I put you to bed at night or just any time during the day, when you come to me and hug me, and say, "I lub you, Mommy," I hold back the tears of joy, and hold onto you a little longer, because I don't ever want to let you go again. Though you've had some difficulties this year, Joshua, you have made me proud. You're sweet, kind, and intelligent. I think you're actually too smart for your own good, sometimes. :) I see my little "sweetpea" is growing so fast, and becoming such a little boy. I know you will thrive in pre-school next year, and I can't wait to see your continued accomplishments. I love you my little "tiny but mighty."
Jacob
You were the one who always kicked me in my tummy when I was pregnant to let me know you were there. And though you were the last one born, you were the first one in my arms, and the first one home. You were the one who "broke us in" on your first night home, when you cried every three hours and exhausted me and Daddy. In fact, we've said that one night with just you was harder than the first night with all three home! You are such my silly little chatter box. I love the long conversations we have and dream of having them our whole lives. You are the kindest and most considerate little boy I have ever known and are always thinking of others. This year has been your year to flourish and just, generally show off! Whether it being knowing you ABC's, 123's, or colors, you generally have a thirst for knowledge that I can only admire. Even if I've heard you sing ABC's for the (literally) 20th time in a row, I smile with every ending of, "next time won't you let me sing with you." :) And with all this I see you growing and becoming more independent. So bittersweet. I love to see you happy, making new friends on your own, but breaks my heart that I may not always be there to see everything. But, boy, do I know you'll be telling me ALL about it. :) You may be the leader the three, but you are also my little baby, who still comes running to me when you are hurt. And for a while longer, I will also take comfort when I kiss the booboo and give a big hug to make it better. For a while longer, I'll hold onto my little baby. I know the next year will bring you more success, as you are like a shooting star, lighting up the sky. I feel just lucky to witness it. But I'll quickly make a wish that your next year should be as wonderful as this one has been for you. Happy Birthday, handsome. I love you, my little "peanut".
3 years ago, three angels came into our lives
When we were told we were having triplets, in June of '03, the first word out of my mouth was, "No." Not an oh no, but a disbelieving, the doctor has to be out of his mind, "No." Leaving the doctor's office, I was literally unable to sign some papers, as my hands were shaking so badly. They continued to shake for an hour, then everything turned into a "dream mode". Leaving the doctor's office, Alex and I started discussing how this was going to be possible. Our whole lives had already changed, instantly. Our discussion was full of smiles and giggles, as if we were pretending what would happen if we were really to have three babies. Haha. Then we arrived at the car, a small Honda Civic, and I stopped and said, "We need a new car!" Suddenly, it was all so real, and we couldn't be happier.
They say most life changes happen gradually. And, although we still needed to go through pregnancy, delivery, NICU stays, etc. our lives changed the instant we knew there were three.
I am in awe that God has given me such blessings and has trusted me with such precious gifts. I love you all more than you'll ever know. Happy Birthday my beautiful babies!
MalenaYou have always been and will always be my PRINCESS! My little Munchkin! I cannot believe how much you have accomplished and how much you have just wowed me in the last year. You've come a long way, Baby! Just a little over a year ago you began walking, and now you're almost running. You're so smart, and so beautiful. I don't know what I'd do without seeing those big brown eyes look up at me every day. Every new word you begin to speak is like angels singing in my ears. I know you're going to continue to amaze, astonish, and inspire me, and, though I'm sad to see my little baby girl grow so soon, I can't wait to see the big girl you are becoming. You make me proud. I love you Malena my Love.
JoshuaThis year has been so difficult for you. I still think of that day in March when they took you from my arms for surgery. That moment was the scariest moment of my life. It the hardest thing I've done as a mother to let you go. But when you came out, you showed everyone how strong and brave you truly are, and in turn, you have taught me to be strong and brave as well. You touch everyone's heart who meets you. You're a little flirt, and you're a little troublemaker, but even through that, no one can resist your sweet little face. And when I put you to bed at night or just any time during the day, when you come to me and hug me, and say, "I lub you, Mommy," I hold back the tears of joy, and hold onto you a little longer, because I don't ever want to let you go again. Though you've had some difficulties this year, Joshua, you have made me proud. You're sweet, kind, and intelligent. I think you're actually too smart for your own good, sometimes. :) I see my little "sweetpea" is growing so fast, and becoming such a little boy. I know you will thrive in pre-school next year, and I can't wait to see your continued accomplishments. I love you my little "tiny but mighty."
JacobYou were the one who always kicked me in my tummy when I was pregnant to let me know you were there. And though you were the last one born, you were the first one in my arms, and the first one home. You were the one who "broke us in" on your first night home, when you cried every three hours and exhausted me and Daddy. In fact, we've said that one night with just you was harder than the first night with all three home! You are such my silly little chatter box. I love the long conversations we have and dream of having them our whole lives. You are the kindest and most considerate little boy I have ever known and are always thinking of others. This year has been your year to flourish and just, generally show off! Whether it being knowing you ABC's, 123's, or colors, you generally have a thirst for knowledge that I can only admire. Even if I've heard you sing ABC's for the (literally) 20th time in a row, I smile with every ending of, "next time won't you let me sing with you." :) And with all this I see you growing and becoming more independent. So bittersweet. I love to see you happy, making new friends on your own, but breaks my heart that I may not always be there to see everything. But, boy, do I know you'll be telling me ALL about it. :) You may be the leader the three, but you are also my little baby, who still comes running to me when you are hurt. And for a while longer, I will also take comfort when I kiss the booboo and give a big hug to make it better. For a while longer, I'll hold onto my little baby. I know the next year will bring you more success, as you are like a shooting star, lighting up the sky. I feel just lucky to witness it. But I'll quickly make a wish that your next year should be as wonderful as this one has been for you. Happy Birthday, handsome. I love you, my little "peanut".
3 years ago, three angels came into our lives
